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Tuesday, October 18th, 2005
9:20 pm	I doan work out like THIS eithwer!!! loook out! loook out bitch! oh shit! lol. what a dumb bitch! (Comment on this)
7:58 pm	I don't work out like THIS run bitch! runnnnnn! oh no! you dndin't watch forrest gumbp lol (Comment on this)
7:53 pm	I THOUGHT SOOOOOPIOOOO!!!! You're Veruca! You're a spoiled brat and daddy's little girl, you want nothing more than to win this Golden Ticket because after all you're a rich little princess who deserves it right? Which Charlie & The Chocolate Factory character are you? brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
Monday, August 22nd, 2005
7:18 pm	IF i SURVIEV IM TIRED OF YOU AND THE FUCKING CHICKENS!!!!! fuck I love survivor (Comment on this)
Friday, July 15th, 2005
1:04 am	ZZ~!XX YOU BITCH!!!! I had a dream last night. That is unimportant. I am NOT useless. Argue with me. Current Mood: angry (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 3rd, 2005
9:40 am	Mmm, sleepy Mmm, Sleepy What a day. I've been up for less then 10 minutes. I was nice and asleep and the door to my room was ripped open, "Dumbass! You slept through you alarm!" Al was yelling. See, I had told my managers that I could go to work today at 7 in the morning to 12 as a favor so I set my alarm for 5:30. When I woke up, it was such a shock to my system that I coudlnt' even remember how to turn off my alarm, so I started beating it with my fist. Eventually I must have hit the switch, cause it shut up. I knew right then and there I wasn't getting up again for a while. So I just said fuck it and passed out again. It's been a while since I woke up to shouts of dumbass. Ehh, well it's cool. I told Al what was going on and he immediately understood. Well, I'm still tired, so I'm gonna make one last futile attempt to get yahoo messenger to work, then I'm gonna fall back asleep. Peace. Current Mood: loved (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
3:54 am	AHAHAH WHAAA? LOL! WTF IS THIS THGN!! Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 30th, 2005
4:02 pm	so around 11 last night i was in my room goin tho stuff tryin to find sumthin (dont remember what) and i foudn this kissing machine thing that u build, and i was like omg im so building that right now. i so i got out all the stuff and started working on it and forogt to read that it takes 1-2 hours to make lol i was up till almost 3 and it still wasn't done cause its alot harder than it looks and then i wokred on it this moring to and i finally finished. haha its awesome.. it doesn't work perfectly so i need to glue sum stuff better but its pretty cool :) so my mom n sister when out to get paint and then wen they come home we're going shopping finally lol i neeed clothes Current Mood: creative (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 21st, 2005
12:21 am	kida A lot of things happened in the past two days. I cant think of it all... I got my legs waxed...that hurt. I wrote an essay... that also hurt. And I went for a walk...that did not hurt, except for the siren noise. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH||||||||||HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH|HHHHHHHH|HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH@HHHOHHOHHH@HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*HHH++HHH*HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*HHHHHHHH*HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*HH^^HH*HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*HHHH*HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH****HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Current Mood: cynical (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 31st, 2005
12:51 pm	I SAW CATWOMAN with Halle Berry!!! I loved that movie!!!!!! Uhm, just let's say that I love Halle Berry. That reminds me October 1999 when Halle Berry started the Pet Contest of the month on her webpage. What we had to do is send a photo of our Inu and each month Halle Berry chooses the Kawai-est Inu of the month. In October 1999 she choosed Rolex!!!! ^w^ and we receive a really really big package for Rolex!!! It was those kind of first aid bag for Inu's and a basket of dried cookies for the Inu!!! But it came in a really biiiiiiiiiig box with in colorfull paper and ribbons!!!!!! Siiiiiiigh -_- I'm just missin Rolex each time I see Halle Berry on TV. He died in 2001 ...... and since then we have Romeo at home -_- also a french bulldog but black..... and Infernal !!!!!!!! ^^; (puppy's ..... what do you want) Uhn, secret window starring Johnny Depp is nice too!!!!! Dakara, it's weird to see that right after Catwoman  ^^;;;;;;;;;; AWWW! I WANT ONE!!! Current Mood: working (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
1:58 pm	My pencils be blazin ho's Man! Life is soooo awesome. I drew these a while ago! Aren't they cool! Yeah, I know they r. "A girl died in 1933 by a homicide murderer. He buried her in the ground when she was still alive. The murdered chanted, "Toma sota balcu" as he buried her. Now that you have read the chant, you will meet this little girl. In the middle of the night she will be on your ceiling. She will suffocate you like she was suffocated. If you post this, she will not bother you. Your kindness will be rewarded." Current Mood: AWESOME AND BADASS (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 25th, 2005
8:15 pm	AAAAPOLEN!!! WOW! DANCE! (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
2:57 pm	dedication to goober... wow...nothing beats a goober and schnapps night. always tons of fun. me and momma picked up rach about 4:30 and she dropped us at the mall. we met up with my sister sar and we ate at chick-fil-a....begin excessive present buying for rachel...i bought her dinner. so sar peaced out and went back to work and me and rach started our shopping extravaganza. im not a big GIRL if u get what im saying but a quality night of shopping makes u feel better sometimes lol. i bought rach tons of presents b/c i love her and we got some pretty sweet stuff. sweeeet. i looked for a dress...tried two on...ehh...w/e...still no dress. we visited allen at finish line and went back to shopping. momma came and we came back to my house...talked to the old ball and chain for a while and, of course, wudnt have been a night without me getting sick! FUN. rachie got tired and went to bed and i was up pretty much the rest of the night. i had indoor from 8-12 so rachie just slept...kinda. i got back at 12:30 and momma had made rachie lunch in bed....im starting to think she likes rachie better than me! we had the house pretty much to ourselves for a while and she eventually left....it was sad...i almost cried. but it was fuN! so i didnt! good times with rach. we are fun. as she said, "BE JEALOUS". sigh... and i just know that he warms my heart and knows what all my imperfections are i miss karlye...talking to her makes me sad b/c its going to be soooo long till she comes home and we have some more crazy times! i wuv u! its only tuesday....ajdklajdlaj "i'm too scene for this" is it summer yet? i'm over this whole school thing. stop messing with my mind. i don't think u know what you're doing. i tried to get away from you but you wont let me escape. i'm trying not to remind myself of how it felt....how happy i was...but then how much it hurt. im onto something better Current Mood: envious (Comment on this)
Monday, January 31st, 2005
9:57 am	am i such a horrible person? oh livejournal. woe! despair! im gon cut my self! Current Mood: crazy (Comment on this)
9:11 am	100% ORIGINALF CONTENTS I made this icon and pictuere all by mahself coz I went 2 iraq. They had guns and it was scary./ This chick was all YEAHHHHHHHH./ This isant a copyrighted image takan by anneyone else or published in any magazines or newspapers. And you wont see it on dateline or the news. I swear,. dont steal it or i eat u (6 Comments |Comment on this)
9:07 am	~*~SiCk~*~ today i am sick and it sux becauz even though i wanna go to skool my mommy wouldnt let me so now i have to stay home and just sit around all day....it sux...and also the wost part of it is that i dont get to see weston sooo yea it is soooo fuckin gay...i wanted to go to skool but nooooo my mom wouldnt let me...thats sooo fucked up..but w/e..now i get to do nothin all day just what i wanna do....this is faggish..but..yea..then i have to go to the doctor rody and get a stick stuck down my throught to see if i have strepth throut....which is even gayer just what i want a stcik down my throut i mean come on...sooo yea today is gonna suck ass....so im just gonna go cuz i am to pissed to type so i will update more later...bye bye...I LOVE U SOOO FUCKIN MUCH WESTON!!!!!!!!AND I AM SOOO SRY THAT I DIDNT COME TO THE MALL WITH U AND I DIDNT COME TO SKOOL BUT TRUST ME I WANTED TO ITS JUST MY GAY MOM THAT WOULDNT LET ME..CUZ SHE LIKE U HAVE TO REST..BUT NO SHE MAKES ME GO PLAY IN MY BBALL GAME BUT THE WHEN I WANNA HAVE FUN SHE SAYS I HAVE TO REST....SHE IS SOO GAY..AND I AM SOOO SRY...I PROMISE I WILL MAKE IT UP TO U...I LOVE U SOOO FUCKIN MUCH!!!!!....bye bye! .:*´¨`*:·..·:* ´¨ *:. :: True .·:*´¨`*:·..·:*´¨`*:·. *: Love :: Never has :: *·. *: an :* *·-:|:-·* ·. Ending .· * *·-:|:-·*I LOVE U SOOO FUCKIN MUCH WESTON!!! <3Kelsey<3 Current Mood: aggravated (Comment on this)
9:05 am	COOOL SHIIIIZNNHIIITY ewwwww...sick heyy it'z meeika*/MeMe... this weekend.. i was feeling so sicckkk... *time of the month*... i wonder what i missed at school today... but i'm happy that there'z 23 more dayz until my-b-day... i have a big ass(ebti) list of clothez and shoez i'm getting THIS IZ FOR hoobstank a.k.a hooterz a.k.a hooba whatever you go by these dayzzz yeah.... hoobstank, y are you calling for a fight.. like seriously.. what WE were arguing about was over foolishness... and the whole situation iz really fucked up.. and i know you way better than that, because before we were really cool.... what happened... hehehe* were both acting like dumb girlz, so you and i should both grow up well you don't have too.. cause your tall ass a.. what do you call those animalz.. oo giraff.. and we need to also get OVER it.. don't think i'm saying this because i'm scared of you..i ain't.. and you ain't scared of me... so fCUK ittt...and y iz ZOHRA getting into to this.. YOOO Jha Jha.. first ladyyyyyy of DIPSET iz killing it.. heard dat big CHUNE wit BEZZEL.. TURN IT UPPP.. a big bloodclat CHUNE.. zimme.. DIPSET THE MOVEMENT IZ TAKING OVERRR.. Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
9:01 am	Concert! yea~! i am blogging less! that's a good thing, right? gah been tired and pmsy and not in the mood for writing anything. especially weird chinese essays. i am seriously considering giving up, but i uhh can't really do that? (because i haven't even started) typicallll. anyway what to say. hmmm we filmed stuff on saturday, would've been really quite fun(ny) if i hadnt been stoned and rushed. haha oops sorry girls. went to zhengxun's birthday party (which was uhh interesting! to say the least) with minggy and got hopelessly lost on the way haha. anyway it was quite crazy. and then i got home and went to sleep the night (and the better part of sunday) away :) BAHHHH i dunno where my lit journal is. a;sldkfajs;dkfj. sien made me stay back 3 1/2 hours today to wait for her to go home cos she was gonna tell me THINGS but sien you pooooot you could've told me during lunch! !! haha but nvm i haven't really talked to her in ages anyway. did the bio presentation today too HAHA ms tan said it was 'confident' HAHAHHAA you have no idea how much i wanted to laugh during the first part of the presentation. weirdeddd. but once you get used to talking about cervical mucus and being fertile and blah it sorta becomes less weird. and the fact that the visitors were all female sorta helped too. i have decided i like bio much better now that we're not doing meiosis and mitosis. THIS IS SOEM HOMELESS DUDE! AHAHAHAH HE IS SO FUNNY Current Mood: nerdy (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 30th, 2005
11:34 pm	Oh mah gaed one of these days, i'm gonna find someone (boy or girl) who loves ReedKD just as much as I do. And someone who will sit for hours and make collages with me from the pages of Vogue. Maybe even someone who can talk with me about the symertical value of Carolina Herrea..and someone who will adore her just as much as I do..oh and someone who will read to me. i think i'd like that, yes i would. i don't think it's too much to ask Current Mood: cheerful (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 20th, 2005
9:58 pm	Wauugha wah wah well i haven't posted in awhile, and the last time i did, i was saying how i was pushing my bf away because i was so mad at myself....well the last two weeks have been so bad. not eating wise, but i feel depressed ALL THE TIME. i used to just feel like this for one day and i'd be fine the next, but it hasn't stopped. i've lost interest in going to the gym, going out with friends, and seeing my bf. i hate putting in the effort to do my hair and care about what i wear, i just feel so shitty all the time, and i hate it. one night last week, i started crying, and couldn't stop, and i was cutting. then my bf called, and he could tell i was upset. and he kept asking why i was crying, and what was wrong, and all i kept saying was ' i don't know ', because honestly, i dont' know why i feel like this. it's like i have so much hatred towards myself. and he was getting frustrated with me because i kept saying i don't know. then he thought it was because of him, and i told him it wasn't, that it was me. and he kept saying 'how am i supposed to help you if you don't know what's wrong' and i blew up and said ' i can't even help myself, as frustrating as this is for you, you're not the one with the problem, i am, and I don't even know what it is.' ........anyways...we got off the phone, and since then whenever we've hungout, or talked on the phone, it feels weird. i don't know if it's just me, but i dont' feel as close to him as i did even a week ago. i hate this feeling, i analize everything he says, i read into everything...it's driving me crazy and i can't stop. i dont' know what to do. and i ahve to get braces on march 14th, sooo gross i know. and i think my bf is going to think i look ugly and break up with me, and i'm going to end up alone. i wish this feeling would go away. Current Mood: discontent (12 Comments |Comment on this)